What you want, baby, I got it. What you need, do you know I got it? All I'm askin' is for a little respect!
Guys. I literally cannot right now. I've been trying to decide if I'm bad at my dream job because people won't allow me to actually try or if I'm bad because I'm literal crap and not smart enough to do the simplest job. I like to think that its because people don't respect me and are refusing to help me, which still isn't the best but it would leave the assumption that I'm still an okay human being.
Either way, I don't think I can do this anymore. I need a new possibility, a new dream, a new purpose. I'm upset and hurt and alone and afraid. I fell like I'm fighting against the world and everyone I know and no one is on my side. I feel like I'm destined to fail over and over and over again and nothing will ever come of it. I'm an emotional mess at every turn and every bend in the road. I'm a looser. I'm a failure. I'm a good-for-nothing loss.
So thanks a lot world. I guess I don't deserve the respect I asked for anyways.
Guys. I literally cannot right now. I've been trying to decide if I'm bad at my dream job because people won't allow me to actually try or if I'm bad because I'm literal crap and not smart enough to do the simplest job. I like to think that its because people don't respect me and are refusing to help me, which still isn't the best but it would leave the assumption that I'm still an okay human being.
Either way, I don't think I can do this anymore. I need a new possibility, a new dream, a new purpose. I'm upset and hurt and alone and afraid. I fell like I'm fighting against the world and everyone I know and no one is on my side. I feel like I'm destined to fail over and over and over again and nothing will ever come of it. I'm an emotional mess at every turn and every bend in the road. I'm a looser. I'm a failure. I'm a good-for-nothing loss.
So thanks a lot world. I guess I don't deserve the respect I asked for anyways.
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